I feel empty

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Not depressed, I'm not sad, I don't really know how to describe it.
I guess I'm just not content with the way things are turning out right now.
I'm just feeling like I'm missing a part of myself.
Bereft.
That's not really the whole picture though. 
I'm happy that I might be able to get someone to drive me to see the eclipse, but I just feel that something down the line is going to prevent me from seeing it.
I know why I feel this way, but I'd rather not burden anyone else with my personal issues. I've sulked about it enough in these journals.
I need to move on with my life.
This summer has just been a roller coaster, I've had happy days, and I've had terrible days.
And it just keeps going up and down, up and down, up and dnown, with no end in sight.
I want to break the cycle but I have no clue how to do it.
I feel like a hollow shell right now.
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ErraticBASARAfan's avatar
Perhaps we can help each other out. (This took real courage to post too.)